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It Kills In Many Instances

“The pain of severe depression is quite unimaginable to those who have not suffered it, and it kills in many instances because its anguish can no longer be borne. The prevention of many suicides will continue to be hindered until there is a general awareness of the nature of this pain.” – William Styron, Darkness Visible: A Memoir of Madness

The Earth Swallows Me Whole

I have always wished for the earth to swallow me whole. I”ve imagined my body laying in the moss and think juicy green grasses. My being sinks into the crater the earth has opened up for me. I gently surrender towards the sky and the earth swallows me whole. I become food for the cycle of life, bugs and insects and microorganisms thrive off my decaying soul spacesuit. Gone but sharing energy with other life. Now that’s a fantasy when it all gets too much…

That Is Very Morbid

“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.” – Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower