“THE right use of lesiure should be devoted to the cultivation of the gifts of the mind and of the spirit. That is important, for already most people devote sufficient time to the requirements of the phsyical body. They concern themselves with the food that is required to sustain them and give them energy, although they are not always cognisant of those laws of health which would enable the body to be the vital organism it should be. But few remember that the mind and the spirit require development, and these are the ones who go through life spiritually deaf, dumb and blind.” – The Silver Birch Book Of Questions & Answers
“If you speak to someone who studies numerology they will tell you that there is an uncanny relationship between numbers and words. They’ll tell you that letters and words all have a numerical value and weight that is implicit of deeper meaning, connecting other words of similar weight. In fact, this concept has been given merit and studied in relation to biblical texts for hundreds of years. Kabbalist Jewish scholars call this study gematria and believe that there is a hidden code in the Torah that contains clues to current and future events.
The concept of gematria numerology stems from the idea that mathematics is the universal language of nature and within it may be the keys to explaining our universe or evidence of supernatural power. Marty Leeds has taken this concept of the Kabbalistic gematria and applied it to the English language, believing that he has found a cipher in our alphabet to prove this theory.
What is Gematria?
In Hebrew, every letter is given a numerical value and those values can be added up to achieve the numerical value of a word. While some might think that this is a system of drawing arbitrary connections, practitioners of gematria believe there to be an intentional context to the sounds of the vowels and consonants that we use in language with an interconnected mathematical meaning.
An example of the influence of gematria in Judaism can be found in the tzitzit, the shawl worn during a Jewish ceremony. Combing the numerical value of the knot, and the number of strands of knots, with the value of the word tzitzit, results in the number 613, which is the same as the number of commandments in the Torah. Or some look at the number of windings of the thread between each knot, of 7-8-11-13, broken down into their corresponding Hebrew letters and find the spelling of God’s name.
Hebrew scholars are not the only ones who have given consideration to the concept of gematria, as it is also common to other religions and cultures. Plato made reference to Greek gematria, and the Abjad numerals are the Arabic equivalent. Many of us even have similar beliefs when it comes to superstitions that are seated in religion, whether we know it or not. 666 is a number we associate with words like devil or beast. Some have found the gematria of 666 to be a reference to Nero Caesar.
Leeds says that it makes sense that a language could be distilled down into basic numbers since we already do this with binary code. The intricacies of everything that is digital can be broken down into 1s and 0s. And science often relies on the simplicity of Occam’s Razor, a.k.a. the law of parsimony, where the hypothesis with the fewest assumptions is preferred or at least the best place to start.
What is Gematria’s Meaning?
The main focus of the Kabbalistic use of gematria is on the name of God. The tetragrammaton, or the Hebrew name of God in four letters, YHWH, was the original focus of gematria. Leeds has applied his cipher of the English alphabet to the tetragrammaton and believes there is something there.
He breaks down the 26 letters of the English alphabet into two parts, as a representation of duality in our world. He uses the number 7, representing the seven days of creation, to assign numbers to each letter of the alphabet. He then points to the summation of the non-prime numbers, denoted by the Jewish menorah, equaling 22. When 22 is divided by 7 the result is 3.142, or pi. This is where he says to have found the name of God, in pi, an archetypical number of creation that is central to mathematics, extending infinitely in its calculation.
When the numerical value of the Hebrew letters of the tetragrammaton is added up, they come out to 26, the number of letters in our alphabet. The characters themselves, according to Leeds, look like they symbolize pi begotten by 7 and pi begotten by 7 – or the same way that he has used gematria to break up the English alphabet to create his cipher. In Leed’s cipher, the numerical value of the words Lord and God both add up to 13, which combined equals 26.
Leeds says there is innate evidence like this in many aspects of our world, like with the number three. Three can be found in descriptions of the divine throughout a number of religions. This can be seen in the Christian holy trinity of the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost or the Hindu Holy Trinity of Shiva, Vishnu, and Brahama. The primordial sound AUM is often spelled with three letters and has a 3 in its character. Time is represented by the past, present, and future and, of course, pi is represented by 3.1415. The 3 degrees and 33 degrees are also very symbolic in Freemasonry.
The evidence of gematria in freemasonry is thought to be seen in the strange way masons letter their passwords. This evidence of a kabbalistic influence dates back as far as the early 1700s. Some have pointed out that the word God is thought to be an acronym rooted in Freemasonry and Hebrew. And Leeds points to the G in the symbol of the Freemason’s square and compasses as having a connection to the number 7 in his cipher. But are these alphanumerical connections evidence of a secret code that is undeniable proof of a creator, or merely coincidental and cherry-picked? What more can we glean from this code if it is significant? Does your name in gematria tell you anything?”
Going through the day silently crying inside. Walking down the hallway sobbing, can’t hold back, wiping a tear then smiling again to hide the misery inside. Hush hush now, what would a life be crying twenty four seven? I can’t cry for the pills they gave me numb me out, flatten all human emotion and life force inside. Suppressed and choked up in tears.
Spirituality is a broad concept with room for many perspectives. In general, it includes a sense of connection to something bigger than ourselves, and it typically involves a search for meaning in life. As such, it is a universal human experience—something that touches us all. People may describe a spiritual experience as sacred or transcendent or simply a deep sense of aliveness and interconnectedness.
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Afterlife: The continuation of life after the body is medically dead. Ahimsa: A Hindu, Jain, and Buddhist concept of refraining from harming any living beings. Akashic Records: Claimed to be a universal collection of every thought, word, and action. Some think of it as the collective unconscious or the Universal Mind Ancestor worship: Also known as Veneration of the dead, is based on a belief that the deceased, often ancestors, live on after death having the ability to influence the lives of the living on earth. Angels:One of a class of spiritual beings; a celestial attendant of god. In medieval angelology, angels constituted the lowest of the nine celestial orders (seraphim, cherubim, thrones, dominations or dominions, virtues, powers, principalities or princedoms, archangels, and angels). Ascetism: A lifestyle in which a person denies him/herself worldly pleasures as a virtuous way of spiritual discipline. Astral Body:The astral body is a subtle body posited by many religious philosophers, intermediate between the intelligent soul and the physical body, composed of a subtle material. Astral Plane: It is the world of the planetary spheres, crossed by the soul in its astral body on the way to being born and after death, and generally said to be populated by angels, spirits or other immaterial beings. Back To The Top
Bahá’í Faith:The Bahá’í Faith is a monotheistic religion founded by Bahá’u’lláh (“buh-howluh”)a Persian nobleman from Tehran in the 1860s. He left his life of princely comfort and security for spiritual pursuits. In the face of intense persecution and deprivation, he brought humanity a stirring new message of peace and unity.Today, there are about seven million Bahá’ís worldwide, most of whom live in non-Muslim Third World countries Blessing: A favor or gift given by God which could bring good fortune, happiness,and loving grace. Bliss: Supreme heavenly happiness; utter joy or contentment. Back To The Top
Chakra:any of the seven major energy centres in the body Chant:A short, simple melody, especially one characterized by single notes to which an indefinite number of syllables are intoned, used in singing psalms, canticles, etc., in church services. Channelling:Psychic Channeling is a form of mediumship that encompasses the transfer of information and to communicate with the passed on souls. Cosmology:The study of the physical universe considered as a totality of phenomena in time and space. Consciousness:The state of being conscious; awareness of one’s own existence, sensations, thoughts, surroundings, etc. Contemplation:Full or deep consideration; reflection Creation myth:Symbolic narrative of the creation and organization of the world as understood in a particular tradition. Back To The Top
Deism:A belief in the existence of a god on the evidence of reason and nature only, with rejection of supernatural revelation (distinguished from theism). Deity:A god or goddess. Dharma:Essential quality or character, as of the cosmos or one’s own nature. Dhikr:A meeting of dervishes at which a phrase containing a name of god is chanted rhythmically to induce a state of ecstasy. Dimension:Extension in time: Space-time has three dimensions of space and one of time. Divinization:In Christian theology, it is the transforming effect of divine grace. Also known as theosis. Duelism:Dualism is the concept that our mind is more than just our brain. This concept entails that our mind has a non-material, spiritual dimension that includes consciousness and possibly an eternal attribute. Back To The Top
Emanationism: The doctrine that describes all existence as flowing from God, the First Reality, First Absolute, or Principle. Enlightenment:A state of awakening in which the individual transcends desire and suffering and attains oneness, or Nirvana. Entheogen:Any substance, such as a plant or drug, taken to bring on a spiritual experience. Epiphany:A sudden realization of great truth. Eschatology:a belief concerning death, the end of the world, or the ultimate destiny of humankind. It relates to Christian doctrines concerning the Second Coming, the resurrection of the dead, or the Last Judgment. Esotericism:The practice of limiting knowledge to a small group who hold secret doctrines. Eternal return: A concept where the universe is believed to be recurring, and will continue to recur, in a self-similar form an infinite number of times across infinite time and/or infinite space. Eternity:Time without beginning or end;existing in infinite time. Or the endless state a soul enters into upon a person’s passing. Eutheism: The belief that God exists and is good. Existence:The state or fact of existing; being. Back To The Top
Faith healing: A religious belief that the power of belief, prayer and faith in God can heal disease and sickness. Fasting:A spiritual practice in many religions where a person voluntarily does not eating food for varying lengths of time. Back To The Top
Gnosticism:A heretical movement of the 2nd-century Christian Church, teaching that esoteric knowledge (gnosis) of the supreme divine being enabled the redemption of the human spirit. God: The name given to the one all knowing supreme creator of the universe Back To The Top
Heaven:A place regarded in various religions as the abode of God (or the gods) and the angels, and of the good after death, often traditionally depicted as being above the sky. Holy:Dedicated or consecrated to God or a religious purpose; sacred: “the Holy Bible”; “the holy month of Ramadan”. Hymn:A song of praise or thanksgiving to God or a deity. Back To The Top
I Ching:An ancient Chinese manual of divination based on eight symbolic trigrams and sixty-four hexagrams, interpreted in terms of the principles of yin and yang. Iconolatry:The worship of sacred images. Inner peace:A state of inner harmony with the absence of fear and hostility. Back To The Top
Japa:A spiritual discipline involving the meditative repetition of a mantra or name of God. Jihad:In Islam, An individual’s striving for spiritual self-perfection.A Muslim holy war or spiritual struggle against infidels. Jot: The Creator’s radiance illumines each and every soul when the spirit enters the body at birth. Joy:To take great pleasure and rejoice. Justice:The quality of being just; fairness. Back To The Top
Karma:The total effect of a person’s actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person’s existence, regarded as determining the person’s destiny. Koan:A paradox to be meditated upon that is used to train Zen Buddhist monks to abandon ultimate dependence on reason and to force them into gaining sudden intuitive enlightenment. Back To The Top
Light: The Creator’s radiance illumines each and every soul when the spirit enters the body at birth. Also known as jot. Love:A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. Back To The Top
Mantra:A word or formula, as from the Hindu Veda, chanted or sung as an incantation or prayer. Meditation:A practice of concentrated focus upon a sound, object, visualization, the breath, movement, or attention itself in order to increase awareness of the present moment, reduce stress, promote relaxation, and enhance personal and spiritual growth. Metaphysics:The branch of philosophy that deals with the first principles of things, including abstract concepts such as being, knowing, cause, identity, time, and space. Miracle:An event that appears inexplicable by the laws of nature and so is held to be supernatural in origin or an act of God Moksha:The ultimate spiritual goal, the soul’s release from the bonds of transmigration. The soul, once entered upon a bodily existence, remains trapped in a chain of successive rebirths until it has attains the perfection or enlightenment that allows it release. The methods by which release is sought and attained differ from one philosophical school to the next, but most schools consider moksha to be the highest purpose of life. Muraqaba:The Sufi word for meditation. Literally it is an Arabic term which means “to watch over”, “to take care of”, or “to keep an eye”. Mysticism:Belief that union with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or the spiritual apprehension of knowledge inaccessible to the intellect, may be attained through contemplation and self-surrender. Myth:A traditional story, esp. one concerning the early history of a people or explaining some natural or social phenomenon, and typically involving supernatural beings or events. Back To The Top
Namste:A Hindi salutation or greeting. Namaste means, “I bow to the divinity in you,” in accordance with the Advaita Vedānta doctrine that says ātman and Bráhman are one. Neopaganism:Any of various religious movements arising chiefly in the United Kingdom and the United States in the late 20th century that combine worship of pagan nature deities, particularly of the earth, with benign witchcraft. New Age:A broad movement characterized by alternative approaches to traditional Western culture, with an interest in spirituality, mysticism, holism, and environmentalism Nirvana:A transcendent state in which there is neither suffering, desire, nor sense of self, and the subject is released from the effects of karma and samsara. Nondualism:Nondualism is the implication that things appear distinct while not being separate. The word’s origin is the Latin duo meaning “two”. The term can refer to a belief, condition, theory, practice, or quality. Back To The Top
Oneness:Identity or harmony with someone or something Openness:The quality or state of being open, ready to accept new suggestions, ideas, influences, or opinions. Back To The Top
Pandeism:A form of deism; belief, based on rational examination of our universe and in a God which designed and created our universe by completely becoming it Panentheism:The belief or doctrine that God is greater than the universe and includes and interpenetrates it Pantheism:A doctrine that identifies God with the universe, or regards the universe as a manifestation of God. Parapsychology:The study of the evidence for psychological phenomena, such as telepathy, clairvoyance, and psychokinesis, that are inexplicable by science. Perception:The ability to see, hear, or become aware of something through the senses. Pilgrimage:A journey to a sacred place or shrine. Prakash:Physical manifestation of spiritual light, or jot, upon the birth of an enlightened beings. Prayer: A reverent petition made to, or to commune with God, a god, or another object of worship. Prophecy:A prediction of what will happen in the future. Back To The Top
Qi(chee): The circulating life force whose existence and properties are the basis of much Chinese philosophy and medicine. Qigong:A Chinese system of physical exercises and breathing control related to tai chi. Back To The Top
Reality: That which is real; an actual existence; that which is not imagination, fiction, or pretense; that which has objective existence, and is not merely an idea. Reincarnation:Rebirth of the soul in another body. Religion:A set of beliefs concerning the cause, nature, and purpose of the universe, especially when considered as the creation of a superhuman agency or agencies, usually involving devotional and ritual observances, and often containing a moral code governing the conduct of human affairs. Repentance:To make a change for the better as a result of remorse or contrition for one’s sins. Revelation:A manifestation of divine will or truth. Revivalism:Belief in or the promotion of a revival of religious fervor. Ritual:A religious or solemn ceremony consisting of a series of actions performed according to a prescribed order Back To The Top
Sacrifice:A surrender of something of value as a means of gaining something more desirable or of preventing some evil Sadhana:One of a number of spiritual practices or disciplines which lead to perfection, these being contemplation, asceticism, worship of a god, and correct living. Saint:A person acknowledged as holy or virtuous. Salvation:Preservation or deliverance from destruction, difficulty, or evil. Satguru:A great teacher; a supremely wise guide. Self-realization:The development or fulfillment of one’s potential. Seven Deadly Sins:Also known as the Capital Vices or Cardinal Sins, is a classification of objectionable vices that have been used since early Christian times to educate and instruct followers concerning fallen humanity’s tendency to sin. The currently recognized version of the list is usually given as wrath, greed, sloth, pride, lust, envy, and gluttony. Seven Virtues:n Catholic catechism, the seven virtues refer to one of two lists of virtues, most commonly referring to the 4 cardinal virtues of prudence, justice, restraint or temperance, and courage or fortitude, and the 3 theological virtues of faith, hope, and love or charity; these were adopted by the Church Fathers. Seven Heavenly Virtues: An alternative list that is opposed to the seven deadly sins, and consists of chastity, temperance, charity, diligence, patience, kindness, and humility. Shabd Guru:Shabd means sound (or hymn), Guru means teacher or knowledge that transforms you. The simplest meaning is that Shabd Guru is a special sound or hymn that is a teacher. Shamanism:Any religion similar to Asian shamanism (especially as practiced by certain Native American tribes). A basic principle of shamanism is the belief that everything has a spirit and is alive. The tree has a spirit, the rock has a spirit, my drum has a spirit, and yes, even this computer has a spirit. If everything has a spirit and is alive, we humans then find ourselves in a position of equality rather than dominance. If you follow this logic, you begin to realize that shamanism is a radical act. Shamans don’t follow the laws of man; they follow the laws of spirits. They don’t dominate the earth and its creatures; they strive to live in harmony and balance. Shinto:A Japanese religion incorporating the worship of ancestors and nature spirits and a belief in sacred power (kami) in both animate and inanimate things. It was the state religion of Japan until 1945. Shunyata:Central philosophical concept in Hinduism and Buddhism , denoting the lack of substance or independent reality of. Simran:The realization of that which is of the highest aspect and purpose in one’s life’, thus introducing spirituality. Soul:The spiritual or immaterial part of a human being or animal, regarded as immortal. Spirit: Spiritism:The vital principle or animating force within living beings. Spiritual Evolution:Spiritual evolution is the philosophical, theological, esoteric or spiritual idea that nature and human beings and/or human culture evolve along a predetermined cosmological pattern or ascent, or in accordance with certain pre-determined potentials. Spiritualism: Spirituality:A system of belief or religious practice based on supposed communication with the spirits of the dead, esp. through mediums. Sufi whirling:A physically active meditation which originated among Sufis, and which is still practiced by the Sufi Dervishes of the Mevlevi order. Sufism:Mystical movement within Islam that seeks to find divine love and knowledge through direct personal experience of God. Supplication:To ask for humbly or earnestly, as by praying. Back To The Top
Tao Te Ching: Classic text of Chinese philosophy. Tenrikyo:Largest and most successful of the modern Shinto sects in Japan. Theism:Belief in the existence of a god or gods, esp. belief in one god as creator of the universe, intervening in it and sustaining a personal relation to his creatures. Theosis:In Christian theology, it is the transforming effect of divine grace. Also known as divinization Torah:In Judaism it is the first five books of the Hebrew Scriptures. A scroll of parchment containing the first five books of the Hebrew. Transcendentalism: A literary and philosophical movement, associated with Ralph Waldo Emerson and Margaret Fuller, asserting the existence of an ideal spiritual reality that transcends the empirical and scientific and is knowable through intuition. Back To The Top
Unitarian Universalism: A religious association of Christian origin that has no official creed and that considers God to be unipersonal, salvation to be granted to the entire human race, and reason and conscience to be the criteria for belief and practice.
Veneration: Regard with feelings of respect and reverence; consider hallowed or exalted or be in awe of) “Fear God as your father”; “We venerate genius”
Wabi-sabi: Represents a comprehensive Japanese world view or aesthetic centered on the acceptance of transience. Worship: Meditation involving concentration on the body, or the insight that this provides.
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Yana (Buddhism): In Buddhism, it represents an augmentation to the analogy of the spiritual path, to include the idea of various vehicles that can take the practitioner along that path. Yin yang:Two principles, one negative, dark, and feminine (yin), and one positive, bright, and masculine (yang), whose interaction influences the destinies of creatures and things. Yoga:A Hindu spiritual and ascetic discipline, a part of which, including breath control, simple meditation, and the adoption of specific bodily postures, is widely practiced for health and relaxation.
A spiritual bypass or spiritual bypassing is a “tendency to use spiritual ideas and practices to sidestep or avoid facing unresolved emotional issues, psychological wounds, and unfinished developmental tasks”. The term was introduced in the early 1980s by John Welwood, a Buddhist teacher and psychotherapist.